部落客搬家。

我搬家了！ 不过是博客搬家而已...哈

每当开这个博客时，我总是写不出东西来。这里拥有太多回忆了，太多人了...

但我又不想删除...总之是不舍得。

所以想搬到新的地区去，旧的看不到为好吧？

接下来就是告诉大家我的新家！

I moved here > http://belletfebe.blogspot.com/

这是这里最后一个发布了，但此放下完美的句号吧。

 ByeBye :)

Be Happy :)

Anytime I will keep my smile to you, those of you were thought me is a happy teenage, SORRY, YOU ARE WRONG. In fact, I was quite emotional every time when I face something. I can't control myself. Maybe as my friends said I was think too much, just take it easy. They thought me won't angry so to take some kidding on me, I know!But sometimes I would grew suspicious, often imagining they were not like me or what? Well, the stupid suspricious should be remove~Not they prpblem, the problem is on me :( Forget it～I have try to be more nature, because I would often thought a lot of thing before I said or I do.However, after senior we will separate, and this is true. Actually I prefer my Junior's friends, MISS YOU MY FRIEDNS.

Where I want to abroad study?

Certainly, I hope my parent can deliver me to Australia to continues my study. :)

I really want to know their custom and to strengthen my English. And I want to start my new life, forget the bad memories. I remember that someone of  my cousin had ask me which I perfer to learn ? Of course I love Music,but the way of Music education will so difficult to me. I'm not a talent so Music is my hobby,  soul and life. I want to have a good future so I should choice Economi and Art (Interior Design)

On last Saturday night, Dinner with my family of mother. 

That's a happy family night, I perfer this family than my father there. Ishhhhh... Paradise vs Underworld. In the same day, I was not careful spoil my Cello ....oh shit! Finally I can change the new one .hahaXD. 

MOM MOM MOM! Please buy me a new Cello , please...I need it:0 ( Avil :D )

Anyway, Suddenly I remember about 2 years ago someone told me in the phone

...........................................................

“ Why you look so ugly? "

I said" What? !!" The word is so hurt T.T

He said" However ,athough you are not thr type which I want, but I like you and your kind-heart"

Yes, I know ,it's so sweet :) But I didn't to accept him. 

Erm, we are still friends, but I had a long times didn't meet him. 

Well, Good luck for him, and wish he will meet the right one :)

****** That's all ******

Sometimes we should make fun for yourself, it can make sure you will happy always :) MAYBE @@

OMG! The stupid examination is coming !! But I'm totally unprepar for it .hehe :\

思想。

这十六年里，我只谈过一次恋爱。

这个恋爱真的很失败，我跟一个（我爱的人，他却不爱我）的人交往。在这一点就已经有问题了。无知的我，差点跟他以身相取。若我做了这个无知的决定，我相信我真的会后悔一辈子。他对于我的喜欢是因为性欲的冲动，但性欲不是爱情的全部。我总觉得他是不会明白的。如果他是理智的，就不会随便的向自己喜欢的人提出“性”的要求。

爱情的起点是性的吸引，但性不是爱情。我想要他明白，以前我总觉得他思维逻辑是成熟的，现在我觉得真幼稚...所以就算有天他来挽回我，我也不会要。他不会是我的过一辈子的对象，虽然爱情很盲目，但就算要盲目也要在对的人身上。

正确的爱情应该是当理想的对象出现、爱情开始后、性欲才开始释放。 这样的性欲开始，我才能接受。性欲是正常的，不必特意去压制它，这是生理上需要的东西。可能有些女孩觉得性很恶，对我来说性爱提供最大的满足，所以实际上性爱是一切幸福的原动力，随着的性的关系使他人更进一步的追寻幸福。听不明就算了，可能思维还没到这个程度。但现代的大部分的人类应不了解它，只知道它带来了满足，而盲目的追求那个感觉。那是因为你没有经过社会的教育学会懂得控制自己。

....啊 够了，看心理学傻了。

其实我要说的是我喜欢上了一个人，可能是日久生情吧？他是我在寻找的理想的对象。刚开始我知道自己喜欢他，我真的有恐惧...那个感觉我以为再也不会来了。结果还是来了~有点害怕，爱情的伤害比任何东西来的杀伤力还要大。理智的我，可能会因为这样开始了不理智。爱情真的很盲目，为了得到可以放弃理想。我现在还在尝试的说服自己不要放弃自己的主见与理想。可能像妈妈说的“世界上有那么多的男孩，你怕你不会得到要的人吗？”我觉得错错错，每个人说经历的事都不一样，所以每个人都有独特的思维。就想您的女儿跟您两个儿子就知道哪里不懂，都是因为经历过的事情，受过不同的教育，加上您们把希望都放在我的身上。所以一切都不一样，我读书能力不是那么的好，我现在已经在尽力了... 不停的看课外的知识与文学。我的思维一直又一直不停的更动。我自己也乱了